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Sunday, October 08, 2006
incidentally, Uncle is sitting behind mi while MN is sitting beside mi, so i was oso sandwiched when their argumts gt. louder. i tried 2block out the noise n continued 2do my stuff quietly...but u noe lah, it was near IMPOSSIBLE. i wanted 2walk out of the rm 2get some fresh air wheneva such things occurred, but on the oth hand, the kpo mi wanted 2b @ the scene 2witness wat happened exactly too, haha! haizz...my manager says "spice up ur life mah" but it's HAPPENING 4all the wrong reasons lor. i thnk all the bad vibes r getting 2mi...so much so tt i snapped n sorta "lost my temper" @ my manager on Thurs morning (but it wasnt her fault lah...i was jus angry tt i din get the ans. i wanted...she threw bck my qn 2mi again -_-!!! i noe tt she wanted mi 2learn 4myself / on my own n nt. spoonfed mi, but i was jus frustruated......). directly after tt, all was silent, haha...my colleagues were shocked tt even the peacemaker / peace-lover / gd-tempered / timid mi wld "throw a tantrum" lidat (but i wasnt lah....i cannot b angry wif myself meh?! hah). even mi, myself, was kinda alarmed @ my own reaction. h/w, secs later, Uncle, hu knew tt i wasnt hapi (i mean it was obvious), came 2my aid n explained the prb bery nicely 2mi (though he was realli bery busy den...tt's y he's so foul-tempered lately/recently, but i mean of cuz it's no excuse lah). i'm bery appreciative of all the assistance he's given mi so far...he's realli helped mi a lotz lor (nt. 2say, dote on mi the most =P), though he may nt. noe all the import stuff. i mean i'm nt. trying 2b bias or stand on his side lah [he's my fave person in the office =)]...but wateva happens, i realli cant view him in the -ve light lor, though he may b more in the wrong here. but HW 2TELL HIM TT LEI...it isnt easy 2tell him his faults lor *sighz* my manager says tt if Uncle eva were 2REALLI scold mi, i wldnt b able 2take it lor. yesh, i agree wif her...in fact i thnk i'd cry, hehe...... h/w, the prev 2 times when he did say mi, he always initiated 2apologise 2mi afterwrds...cos he was in the wrong mah, hehe ;) having heard both Uncle's n MN's sides of the storie, all i can say is both of 'em haf their own stands [li(4) chang(3)] lor...both view the situatn frm their individual perspectives. i realli donno wat 2say, haizz...... P.S: Uncle tld mi a realli SHOCKING news/secret *shhhh!*...tt i'm actualli getting the same mthly wage as him n Ying (i've previously let off/known my i/c accidentally...mi n my big mouth *slap*). thus, if i were 2b confirmed as a perm employee (n my manager has tld mi tt i'd b confirmed quite some time ago), i'll b earning more dan 'em (seniors/pioneers) *gulpz* lidat, i na(2) li(3) hao(3) yi(4) si(4) ask 4a higher pay lei?? =o lastly, 2lighten up...here's the latest mv frm Jay Chou, "tui(4) hou(4)"...featuring Hebe, hee~ (^_^) enjoy! *lurve* Posted by Jasmine Ho Si Hui at |
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about me  My name: Jasmine Ho Si Hui Birth date: 7th July 1984 clock |
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