omg! the last wk had been so xiong(1) lor!!! i went hm @ 8 - 9+pm every wkday after wrk except mabbe 4Mon, when my manager "ordered" mi 2go hm @ 7pm cos i looked so ghostly/deathly white...i looked like i was gg 2faint any moment/min [but actualli, i was feeling quite alrite lah...my face jus looked pale onli, tt was all :)]
on Fri, i made a grave mistake (in my opinion). i'd declared the wrong import permit (as in, the GST value was short of / less dan wat it shld've been) n had oredi passed it 2the c'nee (cust) 4customs clearance the nxt day!
wat i was afraid of was tt the c'nee wld b stuck @ customs when she went 2submit the docs!! n the user id n pswrd tt i used 2declare the permit is under my manager's name...any error/mistake...n she'd b blacklisted!!! i feel so bad lor...i REALLI feel so BAD!!!
mabbe it was cos Uncle'd initialli jokingly exaggerated tt any wrong permit declared wld b fined up 2thousands n sentenced 2jail (10 yrs or smtg), n my manager oso joked tt worst cum 2worst, she'd go behind bars lor -_-!!! tt i was so so scared!
h/w later (@ ard the knockoff time), when i tld 'em my mistake, they tld mi nt. 2worrie n consoled mi tt any prb cld b solved de (4they cld c tt my face was so wretched wif worrie =S).
nw...Uncle was the sort of person tt finishes his wrk quickly/efficiently n leaves 4hm @ 6pm on the dot daily...but tt day, he n my manager (hu oso had an appointmt) stayed on in the office 2try 2solve the prb tt i'd created till abt 7+pm...i feel even WORSE, arrrghhhh!!!
ok...so mabbe i did attempt 2ask my manager 2check the permit tt i was gg 2declare b4hand, but she'd declined n sorta pushed mi away cos she was busy wif oth stuff den (she's always so busy 90+% of the time), n so i shldnt feel SO totalli bad...but stil, i feel RESPONSIBLE 4it! ultimately, i was the 1 hu'd declared it in the 1st place!!!
the following day (Sat/yest), the prb was sorta dealt wif n solved...the c'nee'd cleared customs wif no trouble (actualli, i thnk so onli lah cos i havent called the warehse 2check/confirm...too chicken-hearted, u c~ hehe) *pray hard* oh pls~ pls~ pls!
i was prepared 2fork out the bal of the GST amt ($17 or $18+), but my manager was shocked n forbade mi 2do so.
she said "wah! u mean u earn $5000/mth arh~ u'd wrked so hard dis past wk n u stil wanna pay / fork out $$$ frm ur own pocket!!! u'd provided service 2the c'nee...she shld b the 1 2cum 2the office n pay!" h/w, my POINT is i din wan the c'nee 2haf 2cum 2our office a 2nd time mah...i oredi felt so bad as it was =(
my manager oso kinda gave mi a toking 2...she said i shldnt stay so late in the office everydae, tt i shld jus finish the more urgent stuff 1st...she doesnt wan wrk (the late nites) 2affect my personal life!
she said i dunsh earn big bucks (tt it wasnt worth it 2wrk ovrtime daily)...looking @ mi so xin(1) ku(3) [i din (cldnt) eat much during lunch time, n 4dinner too...i mean hw 2haf a proper meal when i wrk till 9+pm??], they oso feel likewise, haha!
Ying jokingly tld mi 2sign up 4a stress mgt course too, cos i've previously tld 'em 2take some anger mgt course (if u remember frm my prev entry), lolz~
oh yar~ btw, Uncle n Ying r ok/fine oredi (i THNK so lah)...things r once more merry in the office again (^_^) (4hw long, i donno......) but i was so stressed out dese past few days 2feel any proper happiness ovr it, hehe).
anywae, enuf of dose wrk-related stress liao, here's some entertainmt...
cant get enuf of S.H.E =)
Posted by Jasmine Ho Si Hui at 10:00 pm
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My name: Jasmine Ho Si Hui
Birth date: 7th July 1984