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Monday, December 27, 2004
 Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary story, you love to love, you believe you have only one soul mate is waiting for you some where in this world and you are sure you will find them one day, and when you do you will make them the happiest in the whole world. Where will you find love? brought to you by Quizilla haizz...wo zhen de hao lei...... well~ i've tld Zane tt i wldnt blog 2dae, but wat 2do, i'm feeling depressed......damn mi... (Zane, i noe u wanna shake mi 2wake mi up rite? hehe). wat's the real world like anywae? y am i so bothered/affected/troubled abt Steph nt. liking mi (she stared @ Zane n i 2dae lor! wa lao~)? she's jus a stranger, anywae. Azlan is rite, "u cant pls everybodi". Richard Koh asked y r we (Zane n i) so bothered abt such thing (actualli, i'm the 1 hu's more bothered abt it lah) dis morning when we were on our wae, walking 2the office 2wrk. he said tt once we've reached his age (he's 25 yrs old btw~), we wldnt care abt dis sort of thing anymore (cos we'll b numb?). will i? Zane said tt Richard Koh looks like the kind of person hu always kena bckstabbed by oth ppl 1. both Law n he r veri ke lian~ in dis wae. hw cum the 1st bckstabber (no lah...mabbe it's more of a complainant of Law n Richard Koh) hu popped into my mind when she said dis was Vince lei? hehe. P.S: even the taxi driver (Lee Choo, Steff, Zane n i were in the cab on our wae 2J8 4lunch) said tt i shld care more abt the tsunami disaster happening nw, the real mishap/catastrophic tragedy in the world, den b worried abt such minor/mediocre/shallow stuff. oops! hehe. i suddenly feel tt u jus cant trust anybodi @ all in the world. even Azlan cant b trusted...i'm so disappointed...n confused : ( the wrking life in BPSS/MBB is supposed 2b fun...was fun initially...but/so y am i feeling so blue nw? am i jus having the usual mood swing? i hope so. i hope i'll b my usual bright n cheeri self tmr : ) i realli hope so. i REALLI feel so dispirited nt. having anything 2do @ wrk xcept data cleaning lor... i feel so kan bu qi ji zi lidat. i hate 2b n feel so slack in the office. even St thnks we realli haf ntg 2do nw : ( my wonderful image is gone, hehe. even Xin En, another SCM temp guy (under STEPH 1), hu Zane n i jus gt. 2noe 2dae, asked us y we kept on walking ard as if we had ntg 2do. i thnk we (Steff, Zane n i) walk ard 2much in 2s n 3somes le...tt's y we kena "mrked dwn", hehe. tt's oso y Steph kan bu shuang us. either she's jealous of Zane n i "flirting" wif her Brendon on Fri (she din scold him...), or she yan hong (eye red) tt we're on so gd terms wif St, the head of BPSS. n YA LAR~ we realli haf ntg 2do... AIYA~ ok lah, i admit we're wrong 2walk ard chatting wif everybodi we c. i admit we're in the wrong, ke yi le mah? man yi le mah? hehe... i wonder y i zuo ren zuo dao zhe me xin ku. i'll die soon/younger if i keep on tormenting myself dis wae, hehe. i thnk if i'm 2die somedae, i'll rest awhile b4 i reincarnate (too tired~ le, hehe)...oops! wat morbid tots... let's hope i'll feel beta tmr...when Vince rtns frm his leave, hehe...or cum 2thnk abt it, wif him ard, mabbe nt.... : ( Posted by Jasmine Ho Si Hui at |
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about me  My name: Jasmine Ho Si Hui Birth date: 7th July 1984 clock |
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