 |
||||
 |
||||
 |
||||
 |
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i donno whether izzit Zane's influence on mi or nt., i jus felt so pissed off wif Vince all of a sudden 2dae. he "scolded" Zane n i 2dae again 4 toking 2much or too loudly, 4 treating the office like a "mktplace " lidat. tt's the veri word he used, "mktplace". crap lor. he's always toking so loudly on the phone himself, abt his Zouk's n Genting's "outings/trips". he jus scolded us suddenly out of the blue, n den he was bck 2his hee-hee-haaing wae. i jus felt so grrrrrr. i thnk he hurt my feelings. after his scolding, my mood jus plummeted 2the bottom/grd. i felt so anti-social again. i din feel like toking 2anybody @ all. h/w, i'm feeling a bit ok nw lah. hu does he thnk he is anywae? is he showing off his authority? wat's so great abt him manz? hurmph. idiot... anywae, i've sorta sorted out my tots/feelings le. i thnk i'm jus treating Vince as a fren/colleague/boss onli, hu occasionally can b quite fun. dis wk, i suddenly sian diao. last wk, i felt so high~ h/w, dis wk is jus...... thus, u guys jus ignore mi ok? jus treat it tt i'm toking rubbish yest. i muz had been drunk, or lost my head, or smtg yest. i donno y i typed dose things dwn. i can b quite fickle-minded sometimes. hehe. tmr, i may feel diff. again. anywae~ jus HECK CARE abt mi, yar? : p Zane n i found out tt Lawrence, a quiet, shy n kiasi (according 2Azlan...lolz) guy in our dept (ya, he's a perm staff) is onli jus 22 yrs old! he oso looks a bit older lor. hehe. after we had confirmed his age by asking him myself, i said "orh...u wan le, we're nt. scared of u liao. u're jus 2 yrs older dan us." heehee~ he jus smiled, like he always do. actualli, we were neva scared of him, 2begin wif. haha. well, i jus added him in frenster n msn. i added Azlan in frenster n Zane in msn too : ) toking abt frenster... Azlan's nic in frenster is "Mister" [u can go check it out ; )]. his frens include Vince, hu is named "Fallen Angel" (u can oso go check it out urself, tt is, if U'RE INTERESTED...haha). Azlan tld Zane n i (Steph did nt. go 2wrk 2dae cos she had smtg on) tt Vince is looking 4 a gf. if u read his frenster's profile, his ai de xuan yan (looking 4 luv) is so...... donno. hehe. AIYA~ 2b easier, i jus copy n paste it 4u: At the same time, i hope to meet the girl whom i like to start a relationship with..someone whom can be my soulmate..someone whom i can learn the following with.. 'You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but you can't close your Heart to things you dont want to feel.' 'Love can never be taught for it is to be learned; love can never be bought for it is to be given; love can never be kept for it is to be free; love can never be old for it lives to last a lifetime.' it's so wat hor? i thnk wo de mao kuai yao zhan qi lai le, hehe. Azlan oso tld us (after i said i dun realli like going clubbing) tt Vince doesnt like 2go 2such places oso. it's onli after his heartbreak (wat Fallen Angel thingy), tt he frequents Zouk. i find tt realli hard 2blieve lor. C'MON! i'm nt. a 3-yr-old kid anymore! i dun buy tt! he doesnt seem "compelled" 2mi, 2 go 2Zouk everynite lor~ wat's more SHOCKING is, he tld Azlan tt he's stil a virgin. gosh! ...... ...... i dun realli noe hw 2reply/react 2 tt. i mean i'm nt. making fun of him, but do i blieve tt? again, ...... ...... oh yar, Azlan finalli ans. the mcq tt i asked him the other dae. he said tt if he realli had 2choose, he wld choose mi as his best fren (i cldnt help beaming : D when he said tt. i dun care if he's jus joking or nt.). it was cos he stil doesnt noe Steph veri well, n though he has knwn Vince longer dan mi, it doesnt mean they can click veri well (on the heart-2-heart lvl. btw~ Vince always jios Azlan 2Zouk, but Azlan ALWAYS neva go, haha). so dere~ hehe. i win! silly mi! P.S: Lina was shocked 2find us (Azlan, Zane n perhaps, mi) toking abt Vince tt (the mean) wae during lunch. h/w, i wanna clarify, it's nt. me lei. i hope Lina understands tt. hehe. Posted by Jasmine Ho Si Hui at |
 |
about me  My name: Jasmine Ho Si Hui Birth date: 7th July 1984 clock |
 |