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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
 Love What Kanji word best suits you? brought to you by Quizilla hey, i gt. "luv" frm the quiz! heh. haiz...2dae shi qing bu miao le. jus last wk, i felt @ peace wrking in BPSS (wif no specific highs n lows). h/w, a volcano is waiting 2erupt as frm 2dae onwards. actualli, the seeds haf oredi been sown frm the 1st dae tt Zane n Steph came in, on Mon, but i din thnk it was too serious den. i tot they onli "dun quite like" Vincent. Steph tld mi on her 1st dae tt she tot Vincent "guai4 guai4 de". h/w 2dae, i found out tt they actualli hate Vincent veri much, esp. Zane, hu, like mi, is oso under him. i thnk it may b a misunderstanding bah...izzit? i donno... mabbe i tell u all the stuff tt had happened n u all can analyse 4mi. Zane claimed tt Vincent always din teach her the steps 2test the system completely, tt he always left her alone after explaining 2her halfway (busi wif the perm staff thingy, i thnk) n din go bck 2her again. she saw tt Vincent wld teach mi stuff step-by-step but nt. 2her. (izzit a case of biasness here? er...donno. mabbe he has oredi taught mi the stuff n he's impatient abt teaching it again. mabbe he expects mi 2teach her most of the stuff?) the reason y i thnk he may b "impatient" is cos on my 1st dae, he oredi said 2mi tt he wanted 2gan xie Stephanie (someone frm Recruit or HR) 4sending mi 2him as his temp as i haf experience wrking in MBB (Maybank) b4. he said he was afraid tt they wld gif him someone hu doesnt noe anything n he has 2teach everything frm beginning. 2dae, he said 2mi again tt i shld go 2HR 2ask 'em 2employ mi since i noe a lot of the skills le. (well, tks). in addition, Zane tld mi tt everytime he asked her 2do wrk, he wld instruct her 2"do it properly hor" in a veri-nt.-nice-tone. i donno leh...i neva c his dis kind of "behaviour" whenever i'm wif 'em. he is fine frm wat i can c. i'm nt. saeing tt Zane is wrong abt dis but mabbe it is a misunderstanding lei. mabbe Vincent is jus being insensitive 2her feelings. mabbe they'll get 2noe/understand abt 1 another (including Steph) after some time. how? i realli feel "stuck" in the middle cos i thnk Vincent actualli treats mi veri well. again, i'm afraid 2disappoint him in the capability sense. i'm oso scared tt he may thnk i'm bckstabbing or betraying him wif Zane n Steph cos i thnk the entire dept will b able 2feel the hate vibes frm the 2 gals, if not oredi so. hence, it's sooner or later tt Vincent noes. or cum 2thnk abt it, mabbe he oredi noes a bit liao. h/w, i'm quite confident tt Vincent will nt. thnk so of mi bah...dese kind of nagging, unreasonable fears spring up now n den 1. i had a hard time putting in gd words 4 Vincent. he treats mi so well, i muz do something 4him mah. h/w, i'm oso afraid tt the 2 gals will thnk i'm siding wif him. (haiz...i'm jus too eager 2please everyone, i admit). i cant stand any conflicts 1, unless it's realli necessary like "i dun wan 2spell out her name", the GAL i'm toking abt yest. Vincent sorta whispered 2mi 2dae, while giving out wrk 2b done when he's away on Fri n mabbe nxt Tues, tt he's afraid (unhapi abt it) tt Zane n Steph wld tok 2each other everytime whenever Zane's free n has ntg 2do. i din noe wat 2sae. how do i tell him tt it's Steph hu always approaches Zane lor? lidat, instead of putting in a gd word 4 'em, i'm actualli bckstabbing Steph. (Vincent doesnt scold Steph...havent till now...incidentally cos she's nt. under him, but in another dept, in the same rm wif us). how do i tell him tt i sometimes (nt. most of the time hor) oso tok 2 'em lei? on the other hand, Vincent tld mi tt if i finish the stuff early n has ntg 2do, i can zi ji kan zhe ban. he said "4u, i bu guan de (after he complained abt the gals' chats). incidentally, i oredi finished the wrk he distributed 2mi 4 Fri le. tt's y i helped out in the "cheque rm" 2dae (gt. 2noe the ppl dere n tok 2 Don :)...yay! another experience n skill learned. the cheque rm realli needs help btw, as dere r onli 4 staffs dere, inclusive of 1 temp hu came in wif mi last Mon. mabbe Vincent treats mi beta cos his mentality is tt i'm more capable dan Zane frm my experience, n hence mistakes wld most prb. onli be made by Zane? another thing is Vincent onli tld mi abt the wrkload distribution. Zane din noe a thing, n she was realli upset, calling him "irresponsible", "arrogant" n "mor beng". she even threatened 2put chilli sauce in his bag or do smtg 2his car (but he doesnt haf a car), but tt's a bit childish lah. i thnk she's jus overexaggerating, kidding rite? i tld her during lunch (dere was no Peiming talk 2dae, boo hoo~) tt i can help her scold him when he cums bck frm his hols frm Genting. h/w, she said no need cos she'll scold him straight in the face or spit @ him even, if need b. woah~ cool dwn gal! she actualli hopes 2get fired frm him so tt the contract doesnt stand, but i thnk tt's a bit too serious le n it's oso nt. worth it cos her "resume" 4future job may b affected. Steph is oso angry wif him cos dere was once when 1 of the Jasmines in the office asked him 2help Steph 2generate her user id n passwrd 2access the system, cos Jasmine was afraid tt Steph wld haf ntg 2do. Vincent's reply was "ask her 2take a broom n sweep the flr lor". yar lah~ tt was a bit mean, considering Steph was rite dere in front of him too. h/w, he's always the joker mah. oh...i found out tt Azlan, Vincent (the 2 guys r gd frens) n Zane (kan bu chu she so havoc 1, hehe) frequent Zouk 1 2dae. how cum all of a sudden everybody i noe goes 2Zouk lei. hmm...i muz go n jian shi jian shi yi xia somedae. Zane is thnking of spiking Vincent's drink (er..haha). it's quite ironic tt Azlan is veri gd wif Steph, actualli. i made a mistake of showing Zane the note tt Vincent left 4mi, attached 2a disk, (he wrked half-dae 2dae), hu showed it 2Steph, hu read it all wrong ALOUD [luckily, dere was onli Benny (hu resembled Mr Leong, my AO Maths tcher in jc, n looked quite fierce "shhhed" us] n a few ppl in the rm). ahhhh. i'm making the situation worse cos they were making fun of his handwriting n intelligence [tt mabbe he has onli an O'lvl cert...but actualli i noe he's frm SG Poly (overheard frm 1 of his phone conversations...hehe...n i tld 'em tt)...as 4 Uni (if gt.), i donno...] the note's real contents r: Disk to me to test files...do lose it...Thnx : ) P.S: Pls do surf net wif my PC!! i thnk he was jus kidding rite? btw, dere's no typo error dere. it's like he was asking mi 2slack @ my job. tt's y i dun understand, so i asked Zane, which was a mistake. so silly of mi! ......actualli...cum 2thnk of it, he's the one hu wanna slack lor, judging frm the note, cos if i lose the disk, den he no need 2test the files (watever it is...i oso donno...hehe) liao. hence, i'm nt. intending 2 tell the gals, abt him telling mi tt they "tok 2much/a lot". tt's oso y i thnk he treats mi quite well...frm the "surfing net" thingy. perhaps, i'm closer 2him dan Zane cos i went 2MBB 1 wk earlier. tt's y Vincent wld tell mi stuff (a little bit) abt his mum, younger sis n some other personal stuff sometimes. he even opens his sort-of personal emails in front of mi. i admit tt he's quite relaxed in his job as he always chats veri loudly on the phone, n use msn (woah~ win oredi lor, hehe) in the office. dis is oso y he antagonises Zane. "so he can tok, n i cant tok lah." Zane has been doing new accs creation 4 3 daes liao lor. i din realise she has been doing the same thing 4 3 daes. time realli flies dis wk. she said she din learn anything @ all lor. she doesnt understand wat's going on n wat's she's doing. if it was mi hu was doing the same stuff 4 3 daes, i wld oso feel veri sian n pek chek. plus, as Vincent always teaches her halfway n sometimes, wrongly (cos he doesnt noe everything himself), Zane has been redoing, redoing n redoing 'em again. it was veri tedious (she explained the way she edited the wrk 2mi) n her word doc. (frm copying n pasting the system info) is 133 pges (havent ended yet) lor! thus, she buay da han until she complained n cursed Vincent 2her bf yest. she cursed him 2kena red eyes n true enuf, he wore his specs instead of his contact lenses 2dae. lolzzzz. so zhun arh?! woah~ i din realise dis is going 2b such a long blog too. sorrie~ hehe. i jus wanna type everything into my blog. i dun wanna miss a thing. nvm, tmr can rest, cos it's public hol, hence no contents 2blog (hope lah...even if gt., veri little 1...), haha. Posted by Jasmine Ho Si Hui at |
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